Invading my mind, so march across at dusk in the way that time carries you away from me, in the way every speck of dust reminds me that you are elsewhere.
You have captured me.
Ensnared my mind, my life, so I race to lose you while I've already lost. You and hope do not belong in any whimsical catering of my life.
You have destroyed me.
****** my mind, as the pages fill with longing, and turn with each passing lost hope, and the blood runs from busted knuckles with the viscosity of one poisoned by the serpent.
You have shown me what it is to love.
You have shown me what it is to lose.
All I can think about is (name). And now it's so much worse because I'm in (city). I can literally feel that she is within proximity.