I wish I could feel nothing.
I wish I couldn't feel heartbreaks.
I wish I couldn't feel pain.
I wish I didn't have to care about anything.

I wish feelings didn't exist.
I wish I could push things away and not cause commotion.
I wish I could stab myself and feel nothing.
I wish I could bleed and not feel the blood running through skin.

I wish I could run as fast as I can and not get tired.
I wish I could dance my heart out without getting sore.
I wish I could feel nothing.