The sweetest music, making me weep Wanting to scream but unable to speak I'm tired but oh so rushed Shaking hands, too late is enough And I'm scared and aware, And I know what's up But I'd rather it now than before Now he's calling my name, Kicking in the door Can't get into a room without one, So what are they trying for? I care, I care I say it at least An exhaustion immune to a good nights sleep