I've been drinking

It's outlandish how I have to
                                   manage on this
mismanaged planet
                     and plan my life in this
**** land of sin I'm in

                                       Like choking on cinnamon
More like spoons full of sugar got
                                           Mary going down and popping medicine
So sick it makes you want to
                                     hold shut your nose hole with a clothes pin
Air out your ***** laundry
          Let the funk blow in the wind
                        then throw all your dreams away in a clothes bin.

                                                   Look at me
        I'm sitting here faintly inebriated with this picture I've painted
        
        Judging other people's vices..