two cans of blue moon now i'm alone and drunk two cigars on a porch with churning stomachs a life vest with no water lemons and buckets of gin sipping from rotten watermelon rinds celebrating dogs and writing down lies lighting a damp fire he's slept in my dad's office wine in mugs Christmas hats photos in tall grass tickling laughs on a hammock ears of corn one year older I was naked on the 4th of July fake deer enduring endless bullets glowsticks and roman candles unlit wicks root beer buzz one sad night with the stripes one flag in the park blue hair and a blunt cut one braid in the dust one friendship but
never forget the two broken hearts from something that never was