This darkness is growing Yet not quite showing Or with anyone but me knowing It's still there I act as if I don't care I bare it to make life worth living I wear it even if it hurts giving Just so mundane Everything feels the same Everything that deals these hands of insane It hurts But I need to do so much more Before I can see the dawn Revel in my core Before I can reform In the warmth of the sun again And reach the morning I need this rain to clear I need to bleed this pain but I fear The dark The mark its left So far its never been right