Opportunities arise,
Anxiety is suppressed.
"Just breathe" you say
   as you walk done the street.
Hoping you arent as transparent
  as a blank white sheet.
A sheet used to cover a kid wanting to seem invisible on Halloween.

You walk in.
The office eyes bore holes in you
   as the whispers "new girl"
You gather yourself qnd mumble
"Dont"
As if to talk to your inner self telling it to stop feeling panic
As if to prove that your able to hold yourself together when opportunities arise.
"Dont!" You shout to that inner being
"Dont!" You yell at the top of you imaginary lungs
As you break down inside you seem to hold your outter being together you sit down.
Your now in your office and yet another day of work and panic.