when i was four you didnt protect me from the monster under my bed in my bed i mean because i remember my uncle touching me everywhere like i remember the freckles on my left hand and the scar on my finger
when i was ten you didnt remind me that i was loved and needed and necessary to the world around me
when i was twelve i started cutting because i wanted to be like the girls in the stories i read at night only because my parents would get mad if they saw me tracing lines on my writs at the asscrack of dawn
when i was fifteen i was ******* my best friend behind my boyfriends back because i was so angry with my self and i needed a reason
now at sixteen i think you exist solely for the purpose of laughing at me