The fun I hear in my head



You see I hear my friends enjoying themselves with a lot of beer and also I hear them getting ****** every day and it can appear they are mucking with me through houses, you know Patrick was a real mans kid who was nice to sveryone, and even to me, even if I was to shy to express myself back then, but still he was cool with me, I still hear him being cool, ya know I am a bit of a **** at the moment, and I hear him saying to me that I am still getting teased, but really he is probably just mucking with his brothers and cousins and probably listening to man heavy metal and head banging their heads together, like they are very very cool.  You see I know it might be hard for me at first because my way at present to be cool, is different to his, and I know he might not want to do tapestries, cause to him he might feel like a little girl, you see I know Patrick prefers to be a man, no he is not dumb, I tease him at work because I like him, but I don't wanna tell him that, because I don't wanna preach to him, no Patrick should just enjoy himself, and not worry about me, you see I am 44 and I want to exercise so I can live longer, I know how I used to act, and anyone can plainly see, that the only way to  get through it all, is through creativity and I am so ****** cool


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