I fell in love with the idea of love it's self

Your deception hidden behind that smile

Smooth talk and irrelevant lures blinded me from seeing what others perceived

My anxieties vanished when those misleading lips of yours pressed against mine

Once letton go i knew all I heard where lies

To be honest, You're the only one I've ever spent this much time and effort on

Endless marathons of movies
Late night dinners
Our 3 am conversations
Weekeneds spent getting to know each others families
Silent afternoon walks

I was convinced you and you alone would make me happy
I was convinced we where meant to last because you promised me
I was convinced I couldn't let you go because than you'll let your self go

But you dug your hole deeper
You took my second chance for granite
Controlling me because you thought I would keep on following
You believed I would chase after you like any other girl

Little did you know I'm really "not like other girls"
I'm a strong independent women
I don't cry over a man
I don't beg him to stay and I sure as hell don't let him walk all over me