the hot water only lasts about 11 minutes which is just enough time if I don't shave so I don't shave and for the first time in weeks I'm idle, with exhaust streaming out my pores, all shallow breath and wet hair watching the water hit the curtain behind me, thinking about how glad I am to only pay for electricity, thinking about how god, i just wanted to run tunnel drive this morning but could barely muster the energy to talk much less fe e l any thin g