Sadly, Kiddo, that's what's called life. There really aren't fresh starts for day-to-day strife just different street names to remember (or not, as as the old ones, I find, are usually much better)
Bills, work or chores are always the same Laundry, dishes, mopping the floors, the phone, electric or price for gas - don't care where you live or that you're dragging your ***
The rent or a mortgage, unpaid, are no different; tires, brand new or used from the dump "down'a way," all intend to go flat in a week, regardless (it's in the fine print if you read it ... I did once)
groceries cost more than you'd planned at the start, but kids will eat food and have those "growth spurts," too soon outgrowing new shoes that you'd bought them
When you boil it all down, we must do what is needed - mostly for them, the brats we are raising; it's the love of a parent: unbidden, unasked
I just close my two eyes before coffee on waking (or sometimes just the one that sees that I'm walking) and hope I'll make it to work in the morning
expect to come home in time to cook dinner, collapse on the couch for a much-needed breather remembering my bed is a-waayy up the stairs where, sometimes, I make it before the snores take me