if we were here together you could be Mary and I would be Joseph let the holy spirit fill us when we take all our clothes off and talk about when bottles were just a keeping place and the time that we wasted hiding from fate sometimes I know that I love you sometimes I know the things you play your gun drips nocturnal from soft light with a hiss like a match strike in white off your sandpaper hips living an empty light socket with a human face mound dressed to death in the wrong coat with no arms to project you in your spirit form sometimes I know that I love you sometimes I play that **** you play through tunnels of visors with plastic slot machine lips the opening act of an **** in sun struck mist red breath devil to sleep and **** around even when you know im down holy lidless ghost to throw your eyes around even when the lids are down