My time machine whirled and stuttered as I set my course for yesterday in quest of the ultimate key.
Swooping down to the hour of my birth I gazed through the glass at Wyandotte General where mother’s exhausted smile eased my empathetic dread.
The long journey had begun.
Steering back in time I soared across the Atlantic - high above the tall ships bearing my ancestors to their adopted destinies.
An immense leap to be sure, but the minutest turn of the wheel.
I wondered how my people had evaded the claws of Europe’s wretched plagues and homicidal pretenders brandishing swords and chalices.
I watched with sorrow as empires flourished and collapsed. The hypnotic rhythm of first and final breaths wearied my soul.
The breath of prophets drifted over hills and rivers, past fields, flocks and shepherds.
But there was still no glimpse of a beginning.
My forebears' footfalls led me back to the tangles of tropical Africa to hear our initial words spoken in a course and faltering tongue.
In wonder, I witnessed our first cautious bipedal steps 10,000 generations ago by the light of new found fires dotting the evening campgrounds.
I slipped my vessel back in gear and fed it some fuel; for I still had eons to go.
I circled over bands of ancient cousins foraging woods and glades - fur - covered on all fours: eyes scouring the earthscape in search of higher paths.
I waited patiently on the beach as waves lapped the shore. for mega-great grandmother to crawl from the sea and drink oxygen fresh from the sky.
Though she was first on land my destination was not yet in sight.
My craft passed beneath clouds over vast and restless waters where countless ocean denizens fed and multiplied.
The numbers of species diminished with each millennium traveled - bringing me closer to the source. and the sea became a lonelier and more desolate expanse.
DNA strands shortened. our precursors losing organs and motility. Minute sea creatures, buffeted by the shifting currents, had but a few cells
and then -
one.
Three and a half billion years from home, I waited silently at the threshold.
Hovering over the turbulence of an oceanic storm buffeted by cyclonic gusts, I peered into the darkness. a sudden flash broke the surface and a cluster of amino acids began to assemble, shook and divided.
The tingling beneath my skin told me I had come home to my primordial self, rocking gently in the dark fertile folds of the vast and inscrutable sea.