I close my eyes
Only for a moment
And the moment's gone

Dust in The Wind
All we are
Is dust in the wind

I just would like
To have beautiful
Experiences

And from these
Experiences
I will feel like
My life has
Some meaning

It would be nice
To have a female friend

And we walk together
We talk together

On the mountain trails
And along
The beautiful valley floor
Of Yosemite National Park

We take a canoe
Through those still
Clear waters

I told her
I just wanted
To feel something
Something good
For once!

Something pure

And I couldn't get a job
And I was trapped in
My parent's home
For way too long

She is my friend
She said it's okay
She said she loved me

And as I write
A tear drops from my eye
As I dream of being loved

It's so good to know you
I tell her

We hold each other
I love her
We don't have *******

That would create too
Deep of a bond

But I do give her
Oral pleasure
I do it because I love her

And all my life I dream
I dream of a close friend
Someone to trust
And to know

Not like my therapist
Who leaves
Who leaves
With little warning!

Well it was fun
Enjoyable
What we had

Here I go again
Thinking of past
Experiences

Just forget it
I tell myself

All I have are the times
So enjoy the mountain trails
I tell myself
Enjoy the beauty
Of God's creation

Will I go hike
The mountain today

I think so
There I go again

There he goes
The great wanderer
What are you looking for?

This world is so big
And is doesn't care
About your feelings

It doesn't care

And I'm a selfish person
Because I cared
About my therapist

And what did I get
In return

Just her leaving
Is all I got

And just F* it!

I may drive
Up to Yosemite
Through the tunnel

Just to see
To see
To see

Ohhhhh
Yosemite!