Okay maybe I am sad*
Because some nights I cry myself to sleep
And there's this pounding in my head
All the time I can hear it
Over the music I blast in my ears
It's like something inside of me
Is trying to escape
but my life is perfect*
I don't know why
But I'm sad
And I shouldn't have to search for a reason
An explanation for everything I'm feeling
I'm mostly happy but right now I'm sad
And I need you to try to understand that