My father where are you when I need you the most. Please forgive me for I am about to lose myself. I'm afraid my other side is winning and I will be lost forever. Without you by my side I will loses all sense of discrimination. Friend, family, and the innocent I will tear them apart all the same. Your words keep me in place and your presence help me hold on to my sanity but now you are gone I have nothing to restrain me. I will break all that is peaceful and bring pain to this world