You may not believe this my friend. But Christ is not the cause of your pain. He can use it to reveal himself to you. He is a righteous God whom will not hurt you. But he shall use all the negative things here. To bring you into a positive place here. Which is beside him , where he can lead you. In this world which is indeed a terrible place. So much wickedness and evil reign here now. So trust me, you shall not regret it trust him most of all.