What I've become is scaring me
I am terrified of my own reflection, because who can love a person
who has gotten so shut down, power-off towards reality

When I am forced to open my eyes
I am worried about all the things that could happen, because I
who is so full of troubles, do not know how to power-off on that

Where I place my feet solid on the ground
I am not feeling the solid but more a wobbly cloud of traps awaiting me
who cannot grip onto anything but my fears and isolation

Why did I become such a sad humanbeing
I am in lack of understanding my own emotions and actions
who can save me -from myself