"I'm okay", I said.
But every time I say that, *my heart slowly fades
"It's okay" "I'm okay"
Is it okay when the last thing I wanna do is to **** myself?
Am I still okay when I feel so alone and abandoned?

Suppressing all these thoughts and feelings
Hoping that one day someone would see that I'm dying inside
Wishing that this whole **** thing would end now

Help...