you say you feel disconnected
do you really wonder why?
all you talk about is what I owe you
I've had it with your filthy lies

so just in case you are left
with your ******* thumb up your ***
here is what went down:
to put it simply...

you helped me realize my dreams
only to dangle them in front of me
to have one up, to feel the bigger man
all you have actually gained is
fear and disrespect
I loathe you, never have I been able to
fully say that before
and mean it
all that's left behind your eyes
are those ******* dollar signs
the actions you take to
"get you back for all you have done to me"
far outweigh my consequences
your priorities are skewed
and who the hell are you
to condemn me to such darkness
you must have forgotten what it takes
to fully get me to that place
where I seek serenity
and fully trust a human being
driving at top speed
screaming you were going to **** me
telling me I deserve to go to jail
just to see how it felt
well
how do you feel?
knowing you have truly
severed this connection.