I yet adhere to the one. Can't find the replacement. I've loved in many darkened rooms, Yet still believe in one. Is there any other? Now gone. Not dead. Therein lies my difficulty, Knowledge that lives on, Beyond reach, Beyond hope, But lined up next to fear, Still after all these years. She presented well, I accepted graciously. She slipped into retreat, I tripped hard, And slid off into the wild.