I am but just a man, seeking true Salvation. I shall lay my life down at the bottom of the cross. I want him to save me especially from myself. For like so many I fail him every single day. For my flesh , is wicked and evil as sin itself. But I strived every single day to die to self. I need God so bad to save me , I need him. For in truth only he can save me from myself.
When we watch and listen to things we should not we wander from him.