I sit numb Mood swings bipolar Tendrils of ice reach in Curling round the window pane Loosening the stuffy holds Obliterating them in shards Of cold gripping suffocating Yet I don't relieve it I sit numb Strapped down forced to think Of a reason to dare A sneak behind a window pane To close it for good And prevail against the bitter arms Or I could just sit numb Aloof from it all Elevated and ice bound