I know you probably won't read this or find out that it's me. Here I'm gonna pour out everything, every feeling I have for you and maybe one day you realize that I am worth it.
I know I shouldn't forgive you..
I know I shouldn't care anymore,
but unfortunately I do.
It's hard to figure out why do I still hold on.. Why can't I hate you or why do I forgive you for every ****** thing you have done to me..
Is it because I love you so much and my heart refuses to hate you?.. or Is it because I just can't live without you being around.?
Forgiving you is so easy to me
I cannot see the bad in you.
Never.
You're my angel.. you're something that is always right. At least that's what I see.
Every time I try to hate you,
I say "oh she did this"
and "oh she did that"
then i remember
"many ppl have done them, its ok, i love her, i should forgive her, she's my one & only how can I not forgive her, it's normal, every single person on earth can hurt their other half right?"
I swear I convince myself that you are a creature that has no sin.
If you noticed I always say "I love you" and never "I lov(ed) you" because I cannot fool myself.
The person I knew 7 years ago is living in me, in my heart, my head, my body and in my life everywhere I go. It is you who I cannot replace and cannot leave.