I am losing myself to this darkness.
I do not know which way to turn.
The light I no longer see. I only feel pain.
Nothing like this before has overtaken me and this
I do not understand. I am confused.
I cannot help those who need me if I cannot help myself.
When shall this darkness lift?
When shall the light return?
When will this pain go away?
I have never been this way in my life.
I am at a loss for words.
I sit all day staring out the window
watching the leaves fall from the trees.
I watch as the others come and go, as the door slams shut
and opens once again as they return.
And yet, I sit. I wait.
And I still do not understand these feelings that I have.