I want to be dead
cannot get it out of my head
I'll ******' crack my skull open
slit my throat and throw myself in the ocean
I want to be so dead
man, I am so sad
once you die they say you forget
how beautiful would be that
there's no point in keeping reasons
Pointless laws they have
why not be as free as a season
come again
only to disappear back
into the folds of time
and a plane too steep to walk
I wish I was dead
because the corpses can never talk
I think I feel sick
sick inside my conscience
lungs want what they want
a war between god and science
epic tales to tell
only words and nothing more
heaven and hell
a part of the same lore
of men
never meant to be born
the strain on the universe
another due to pay his own
as he wastes away in madness
a gift too lonely to live
i wish I was rather dead
for I have nothing to give
no face to keep
those tears i bleed
but the eyes teach
death be my question
silence the answer
so I can rest in peace