If you bleed enough, maybe then you can make them feel your love
Love?
Love was never just a feeling to you but a certain someone
and maybe that is where it all went wrong

If you stop looking 
for the sun in his shadow
maybe then you can actually 
fix the rain falling inside your heart for so long
Long?
how long has it been 
since you started drowning
how long till you hit the bottom

If only you did not wait for him
to decorate the darkness 
laying by your side every night
then you could notice the shining star that you are
Star?
but did not the fire inside you consume you entirely
all you ever do is fade or die

If not every night
continued to dawned into another
Same old cycle
same self destruction 
with same old feelings
feelings?
yes, feelings that weigh me down
while you soar