I feel like I have lost everything
I feel myself breaking
I am so lost in this ****** up world
I am surprised I'm still living
I am losing my one and only best friend
to a mistake I do not regret making
although I know I will get through this
my heart just won't stop breaking
My favorite song no longer helps
writing this poem just makes me cry
I want to give up on everything
right now I'm not strong but I got to try
because if I fall apart too much
I am going to lose everything
but without him I have nothing
now my life doesn't mean anything.