Life gets painful There is more hurt Than joy More rage Then any page can handle I forget myself Lose precious moments Stew in the sorrow It takes hours or days To remember I am a creature of love And all that pain Stems from frustration All that suffering sees the suffering of others I need a joke, I need a laugh Before I split myself in half My mood is an infection A virus that spreads through my being Humor is the antibiotic To fight off my depression