had i made th other choice
would you have wrestled with me
the demons of Hell?

would i be here right now?

where are you?
safely in the arms of another?

did i make the wrong choice?

did you cry at all?
am i here?

are either of us wondering?

did you wonder for a split second
why this might happen?

am i doomed to wander endlessly?

but i'm prepared.

better than to see you fall too.