I saw you last night
For the first time in a while
It was the breaking point
I couldn't fake a smile
Blinded by tears
I ran down the hall
I burst into the bathroom
And locked myself in a stall
I couldn't even
Manage to cry
All I could do
Was ask myself "why?"
Why here ?
Why now ?
This experience was something
I could have lived without
Finally the panic
Lead into tears
Slowly falling
Held back for years
I closed my eyes
But still saw you
So I opened them wide
What else could I do ?
It took a while
To finally leave
I called a friend
And sank into the backseat
I saw the world
Through different eyes
Tears making a blur
Of buildings and lights
I wish I hadn't
Noticed you there
But I did
And you didn't care