I think I'm in love with you. But then, I do not really understand how this 'love' thing really works. Is it love when you keep on thinking about someone? When you keep finding beautiful things about that person?
Is it love when you want to be a part of that person's life, even from afar? When you want to talk to that person, to know his thoughts and his visions and the dreams that keep him up at night? Is it love when you see him constantly trying to be the best that he could be and look at yourself and think, "I want to be a better person"? When you want to share his joys and share in carrying the weight of his sorrows?
I don't really get what I feel. This 'love' thing has never bothered me before. I was fine being alone, content to spending the days with family and friends But then you came, and all I could think of is how I want to be with you, how I want to spend my days with you
Is it love or a mere attraction? Is it love or a mere infatuation? Won't somebody tell me how this works? It seems that the books that I read and the videos that I watch only confuse me more