I have so much to tell you I don't know where to begin half the things I want to tell you will probably be a sin So I'm going to be honest as honest as I can I'm going to try my best to talk to you without raising my hand I really, really hate you you are the biggest ******* alive you make life so painful to live I wish you all would just die I don't want an apology apologies don't mean **** but you better back yourselves up before I decide to hit Why do I hate you all? I can't believe what I hear maybe it's the way you treated me whenever I shed a tear or maybe it's the way you put me down when I had a smile on my face or the way you called me white and made fun OF MY RACE MAYBE IT'S HOW YOU TOLD ME I NEVER DRESS RIGHT HOW I'M SO DUMB I WILL NEVER BE BRIGHT OR THE TIME I SAID I WOULD BE SUCCESS FULL YOU SAID "YEAH BY DANCING ON POLES" OR MAYBE HOW YOU MADE FUN OF ME BECAUSE THE ONLY SHOES I HAD WERE WITH HOLES
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Maybe it's how you never knew me but you judged me all of the time or how you always laughed at me when I had no money, not even a dime Maybe it's how my hair was "stupid" "I was trying to be a wannabe" or maybe when I had a crush you told me nobody would want me I don't care about the things you said or maybe I do I don't hate the things you said I just really hate each and every one of you I hope you burn in hell or I hope you suffer in death "I hate you" are words I never say but for you girls I mean them and I'm never taking them back.
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders WRITTEN ON: September. 26, 2009 Saturday 9:59 A.M.