I was going to do
a clever write
of all the top
songs of our year.

But,
I'm too busy
figuring how
I ended up here...

So,
I'm just going to say.
Hey.

My heart's too big
for words
you
couldn't even mouth
in *****...

Because My mind
is subject
to hand and knee
heaving
to ask if it's
even
ok
to hold the key

To my own thoughts.

Is it
too
much
to
ask
not to be sought
by every
twisted tooth
demon.
and not be
caught....

In my own web of sighs.

Is it
too
much
to ask
to cradle myself into
all their deliriously delicious
lies....

One look,
my soul fries.
Leaving the rest of existence
to eat with a side of catch--
-me-
-up the wall
leaving nails
and hell hounds
on my tail...

This is where the voices
truly
hail...

I feel their hissing
ripping
on my scalp
and spine.

Its safe to say
I've lost my mind.
funny....








I couldn't find it in the first place.