I walked with the lion through smoke filled hostels rolled up my sleeves and left my shoes on as she shook me to my knees oh Julia, I've been waiting for a girl like you to light up the hallways of my addictions to believe me when no one else believes and you shocked me right up my skinny veins stapled conversations to the inside of my scattered brain left me stuttering rhymes about sleepless nights spent waiting for her one white horse without a saviour find me, find me shivering and painted with the teeth marks of a predator whose name I scream as I am sat alone in my car in the empty parking lots of London and if it is this time that my engine won't start oh, Julia find me and let me show you the calculations of my heart