I don't know what I expected when we started hanging out again. I don't want to be your **** buddy or cuddle buddy. I want you to want me when I'm not naked. You keep telling me what a mess you were when you thought that I no longer loved you. After six months of self destruction, I thought maybe you'd love me again too.
This is what I wanted to say when you asked me what I was over thinking about. Sorry I blew the question off like I always did when we were dating.