The drive seems longer
The road, thinner
I feel lost
Right now you would be sitting casually on my right hand side,
Commenting on my horrific driving,
Packing a bowl
... But I'm alone now

Shiver bumps portrayed on my arms
I wonder,
Are you here? Is it really you?
Silence
Anxiety
I want you here
I need you here
Please,
Tell me it will be okay
Nothing.
I'm starting a new life
One without you
And...
              *I'm scared