He drinks until he knows no more, until his thoughts are wildly rampant through broken slurred words blurred strangers sharing shot after shot days through years different bar every time, sometimes as many as the drinks in his hands empty and refill like the streets when the bartender gives confused feet direction to the door and he's back to fighting the world in a metal death machine the darkness the tired eyes of a late night fixated on song and sleep with no seat belt to keep him secure and as the stars come closer he doesn't realize he's behind the wheel and not driving in the black space glittering stars but in a swarm of red and white lights the squeal of rubber the screeching of vocal cords slipping into the destruction turning it all to a construction of symphony a family of three a young couple a bus full of 2nd shift workers the drunk the driver death was in what order?