Here I am. Again.
It's the time when I have to make the hardest choice of my life.
My heart racing.
My mind lost.

My imagination was the only tool to help me see what's coming
All I could do is imagine.
What would happen if I made a wrong choice.  

I don't get it why.
It hurts to see you like that
Suffering the same way as I do
And crying and weeping for me

The last thing I ever want to do is to hurt you.
I just wished you thought from my view
You're not the only one suffering.  
You're not the only one depressed.
I am too.