I'm so in love it hurts

I'm in love like I've never been before and it's like I'm on top of the highest mountain and even though my breathing is scarce and oxygen almost ceases to flow the view is amazing and I want to stay up here forever

I'm so in love I wish I could be with him forever, with him and coffee and pancakes and Sunday mornings and rain and jokes and memories

I wish I could see him whenever I want to and I wish I could hold him and never let go because letting go means saying goodbye and goodbyes **** me every time

I'm so in love I'm no longer scared, I just want him and everything he has to offer and I want to have the best two months of my life because he needs it and I need it

I'm so in love I involuntarily say "we" because it is we now, and I don't want to change that anymore