Well to try and sum it up my mind is like a hamster on its wheel, constantly running, never stopping, running until the bearings bust and the wheel flys off in its soft bedding. Thats basically how my mind works. Im in the lead yet I am always last to finish, something, someone is always pulling me back, could it be its my wicked mind losing its pace. I keep telling myself its just a game but I know its not. For I forgot what it is to feel young again, time has crept up along side me in the race and is slowly working its way to the front.