I just want to smoke or eat or drink! ,
all three perhaps.
I'm ****** dependent
on the brink
can't think!
straight.

All this creativity
trying to get out,
I need to read or sleep
or shout!

Can't stop
the time is flying by,
can't believe I came here
just to lay down and die.

Must be something else
to do
better,
out there,
waiting.

Meanwhile
I'll just sit and
think
try to get off the brink.