Have you ever had a cry where it feels like your chest is cracking? Where you feel the tears running down your face. Where you can't cry out because your breath is knocked out of you due to the pain in your chest. Where you squeeze your eyes tightly closed it almost hurts. And finally you let out that curling sob. Over and over again. As if it would go on forever. And you can't stop yourself. Have you ever felt this? Because it's on my list of worst possible experiences that I am having....