When the guy your in love with doesn't love you
it's almost impossible to breathe
a part of you just falls apart
your no longer in one piece
To see him talk to a beautiful girl
just stings in one place
then he asks you what you think of her
and you have to lie to his face
"She's incredible, she's amazing
you should totally ask her out"
when really you want to kiss his lips
and tell him you love him out loud
but you stop yourself and you smile
and support him instead
Yet inside your hurting
and you got so many thoughts racing through your head
Everynight before you go to sleep
you ask God to help you feel better
but something inside tells you to hang on
as you put your feelings toward letters
their addressed to him of course
but he doesn't know that
you keep them in a box hidden
and you don't look back
Broken hearts are supposed to heal
but this time it's different
your heart isn't healing
it's remaining broken
so you cry until sleep falls over you
and you dream hopeless dreams
"maybe things will change" you think
however impossible that may seem.