Right now I don't feel so good
everything is out of place
it's hard to think clearly about anything
when tears keep falling down my face
My heart is shattered
there are pieces of me everywhere
I look like **** with these cuts on my wrists
but lately I don't really care
I'm losing the only person
who is worth feeling anything for
I know I will never see him again
once he walks out my front door
To live without him
it just scares me to death
I have the urge to throw up
which makes it impossible to rest
I don't know what's going to happen
I don't know what to do
all i know is I can't do this alone
I can't live my life without you
I'm just so scared
that's what I know for sure
right now I'm fearing our goodbye
that will happen once you walk our my front door.