then you pushed me away
and now i am stuck
waiting for you to say
you are pulling me back
the door’s closed
but not locked
you say

i tried the ****
turned clockwise and counter
it’s not movin’, it’s jammed
so i ask, is there someone else than me?
no one’s knocked yet
you say
the door is closed but not locked
you repeat

but how come i need a key?
i slammed the door
and there
i was hurt once more.