I heard our song on the radio today as usual it took my breath away I thought of us kissing and holding hands as we drove in your car listening to our favorite band. I started thinking of all the times I cried in your arms and you made me feel so complete I think of the times we laid in bed for hours as we played with each other's feet. I thought of the summer when we ran to the beach watching the waves go up with each step we took I thought of the nights we would spend under the stars going over the memories in which we made. I remembered all the kisses we exchanged and how they always put a smile on my face I remembered all the times you held me in your arms because your arms were my favorite place. I went back in time to remember the stormy night when the electricity in our city was out our house was pitch black so we made love like crazy without having any doubts. I thought about the day you first told me you loved me you had my heart beating like crazy I thought of the summer you went away for awhile and how I missed you so badly.
Although these memories I was remembering were great ones they can't make the bad ones we had disappear the day I lost you forever was the day you ever caused me to shed a tear. I began to remember that cop on my door step telling me you were in an accident I freaked out in denial I didn't want to believe that. They said you were seriously injured and that you might not make it to midnight so I grabbed the keys and drove to the hospital all the while praying you would be alright. I can still feel the last breath you took the last time I kissed your lips I can feel the warmth of your hand disappear as I thought of all the great things you would miss. I felt your soul leave your body as I held you in my arms you went away so peacefully and that realization is probably what kept me calm. Going home to the place we once shared was the most uncomfortable thing I had to do I asked God "What happens now?" how did he expect me to live life without you. With strength and hope I let you go and at your funeral I thanked you for your love I looked at the stars the night you died and I could have sworn I saw your heart from heaven above.
As our song on the radio ends I feel tears pour out of my hazel eyes I relive the pain I felt when I lost you I hate remembering the day you died I am just so thankful I could be there with you I perfered you died in my arms instead of alone in a bed it ***** that you left so suddenly it's an image I can't get out of my head. Everyday I hurt a little less but that doesn't mean I forgot all we have been through you will always be the love of my life not a night goes by where I don't where I don't ask God to tell you how much I truly love you.
WRITTEB BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders WRITTEN ON: Feburary. 14, 2012 9:51 P.M.
"Love is forever and death can't stop you from loving them any less..."