I met a guy two years ago
he became my very best friend
we've been through hell and back together
but it feels like our friendship is coming to an end.
We've told each other things
that we normally keep inside
we've done things together that changed us
but we still stood by each other's side.
We fought, we yelled, we went separate ways
but we always managed to end up in the same place
he's the first person I go to when I'm upset
because he's good at putting a smile on my face.
We've cried, we've fallen but we did it together
we never left each other alone
we went from spending everyday together
to talking every once in a while on the phone.
I have never loved anyone as much as I loved him
it hurts to know he don't and won't ever feel the same way
as I think of all we have been through
I still love him more everyday
I do my best to move on
I spend my days hanging out with friends and laughing
but once I go home I begin to think of him
and I end up going to bed crying.
I've accepted the fact that I'm not the one
as days go by I keep thinking
no matter what I do, no matter where I go
my heart continues to keep breaking.
My life is changed forever
all because of this guy
everyone says I'm better off without him
but he's my best friend and they will never understand why.
I guess I can live without him
it's going to be really hard
I know that it's going to be a rough few days
especially when I fall apart
I have to be as strong as I can be
I have to do what's best for me
if he's meant to be in my life forever
then whatever is meant to be will happen eventually.