I count how many days you've been gone
and I can't help but cry
I wish every day for you to come back
on every star in the sky
You don't know how much I miss you
I just lay in bed all day
I can't bring myself to take a shower
because of the image in my head of you going away
I talk to you from time to time
but that doesn't make things easier
I wear your t-shirts just to feel closer to you
hoping that will be my broken heart's cure
Yet I still cry
as these thoughts race through my head
I stare at the picture of us
as I fall asleep in my bed
Why does it feel like my heart is breaking
more than it is healing
I guess the pain that I'm feeling
is my only reminder that you were ever real.